Lying on bed for few days brought me to little mouldy thought,yet righteous..
Something’s wrong with heart when you look at people but you dont feel good about them. something goes wrong with heart when you fail to control emotion and you fume with anger while nothing actually goes wrong at the moment. something is not right with heart when you feel like caring about (certain) people, browsing them, you feel like getting updates on what they are recently on, but the moment u get them a glance, you start to harshly swear. something wrong with heart when you refuse to smile in return. something goes even worse with heart when you hurt people in silence, because you fake honesty. you often blind the truth and you break promises. something goes wrong with heart when you listen to no one but u yourself. when u think no one is right but u. you act like no one can beat you. you feel like you got a big head no one dares to go against u. and the worst thing about heart is when u did bad but u never think you are, and u never seek apologize nor to repent.
Something goes wrong with heart probably because we rarely sit and reflect. we rather get out moving complacently without tolerance.
To hearts, you can only act big if u think you manage to get yourself into the grave by your own when u just die. otherwise, u do always need people for help. so be nice, treat people well..
tomyamfan; self-reminder : note to heart
nov 27th 2010