love to forever share

Everytime i feel like saying out my feelings, i remember those who’re lacking love. I always want to speak my words, to show my feeling of missing home,missing my mom and missing those i miss. yet somehow im stuck there thinking of people whose their love has gone. they have no longer a person to call mom and dad, they have none to call family and they have perhaps lost someone they love in a way that they’re trying hard to retrieve the moments back. unfortunately, they just cant..

Thinking about this, i often end up keeping away my enjoyment and reserve it for any other reason, not to freely express it like no one cares. (there are people who care). there are people who might hurt listening to my wishes about these and those….because they could never get them back. no longer arms to cuddle, or even no longer place to call home.

To the people i surround whose their loved ones have gone, please note that im concerned with the loss. the bad part of myself is that, i just dont know how to express my condolence through speaking. i might not come to you to say sorry but i have softness inside, knowing how u feel and show my respect by not putting u into situation that might hurt u or reminding u of the loss even worse.

My writing isn’t able to bring them back i know. at least i write to release the pain and to share the gloom, if only it works this way.

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tomyamfan; Love to Forever Share
(words of condolence)
nov 10th 2010

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6 responses to this post.

  1. i like this…
    etiey, aku mintak izin nak copy entry ni kat blog aku..i just love it, baby!
    boleh ehhh….kalo x leh pon nak post jugak.hihi.

    doakan aku berjaya final exam sem ni.
    muahh22!!!

  2. Posted by tomyamfan on November 10, 2010 at 23:04

    cik mayy:

    amik la..its just a piece of expression..

    gudluck final exam..doakn sy jugeee T__T
    all the best my dear!! <3

  3. Posted by Moss on November 10, 2010 at 23:50

    etiey u always put yourself in someone shoe.. but dont let your your emotion stress u. keep up good work.
    boleh nangis =D

  4. Posted by tomyamfan on November 11, 2010 at 00:27

    Moss :

    haha.nangis xpe..thats what tears are for. tp xyah nangis lbey2..tu tipu nma nya ;P

  5. Posted by Moss on November 11, 2010 at 00:46

    hahaha.seriuosly. i cried the second time i read when i remind a person i miss. emm she’s not died but it is also loss

  6. Posted by tomyamfan on November 11, 2010 at 18:17

    Moss:

    u know sometimes love is letting go..my hope, one day you’re able to forgive and learn to forget. new days and new hopes will greet u soon.gudluck man!

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