Archive for September, 2009

yet a serene trick..

sylvia plath

I would never be able to leave my significant stories exactly to be written here. some even asked me how i can manage writing constantly.  to be honest not managing or dealing with it was never an option.  they were experiences that i went through myself to pursue something that made my thoughts work properly, and i could never lie to myself if i got into that way.  but i just put them into words not really in exact condition.

i believe anyone could write, but the trick is finding a way that helps your privacy not to be abused; something that you are passionate about but would give people motivation.

i lack this skill. i wish to improve for better~

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(tomyamfan; doing reflection)

tag (after a while)

Since i’ve ignored quite  a number of tags, this time i think i gonna take it into account. soryy to those who tagged me previously.its not that i deliberately ignored ur tag,  i just got no enough time to stay longer working on it..

this was tagged by kak najlaa.im done sweetie~

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Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. SONG FILE DEPENDS ON YOU.. :)
5. Tag 10 friends.
6. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
7. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
::Show me the meaning of being lonely

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
::never too far

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
::nothing else matters

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
::until the time is through

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
::7 days

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
::save the best for last

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
::you’re my everything

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
::all rise

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
::love story

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
::eternal flame

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
::this is where i came in

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
::stand by me

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
::casablanca

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
::one in a million

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
::let the music heal your soul

WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
::perhaps,perhaps, perhaps  (LOL!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
::because you loved me

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
::my heart will go on

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
::that’s the way it is

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
::a new day has come

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
::leaving on a jet plane

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
::cleaning out my closet (no, i wud post this as ‘tag’) =p

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**most of the answers sound silly though~

being part of them mostly

Am i about to blame the clock for ticking fast? i always put myself (such) at this side when a blend of confusion emerges as a key to keep me down. connected to no revival for quite some time urges me to have this confusion in mind, i dont know..

when you start thinking of your role in filling what you call life on earth there’s such a quick thought appears whether you are presently serving or being served..both works but it keeps twisting to roll your mind,or perhaps others around you as well.

realising the fact that i am a daughter of my parents stops me somewhere in my doings just whenever i am given to understand that no flows would merely follow me if i did nothing to work for it. i shouldnt stop listening to them or proudly dispute their thoughts even when i believe i am growing up independent enough to go against them. same goes to the fact that i am a sister of my brothers and a little sister, a friend of thousands people, and a secret keeper of many living souls.  in silence, i somehow ought to cease being expresive the way heart and mind ask me to be. for any reason?..because i am thinking of roles i should play for them, for people i surround.

do not say  its annoying to hear such complaints of being others’ for we do not involve in every situation those people are in. currently, being somebody of someone requires me to always reflect upon myself,  instead not to show up to people who made mistakes previously. again,the points that count are about completing or being completed, do i serve well? am i served better? do i give; am i given?

still, the thought keeps twisting my mind or perhaps would be forever exagerated.

being in such confusion.. i wish this is not i who’s writing this~  :(