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decision

When you are about to work a plan, there are no more decisions to make. sometimes having to choose requires more than conflicts that mix up in mind. ever in my life, i often wait and watch. i believe the decision will be made in its own time, so not need to rush, just let go of when, where, and what to decide.

They say when there are no decisions to make, there’s no planned future. but to me there always be plans here and there; about these and those.. just that when a thought appears that life never gets more difficult than it’s supposed to be, all my decisions are made not influenced by time. as they are all made for future, sometimes i need to take longer to decide.

Though it’s a big matter for some people, i’ve no power to assure the world that i’ll surely do good. in making decision, i may make mistake i know. i may ignore these, i may hurt those. the fact that having desire to be the best is the highest level leads to imperfection. that’s what im afraid of. i have no beauty to lay on, no special talent to show off, so i rather be in average.
(are people willing to accept imperfection then?)

It cant be denied that there’s much misery in making decision; but i can’t get out from it. therefore the best thing i can do, although in the long run, i shall find a space for myself to think and to consider.

Give me time, i’ll make it..

;)

6 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by fantasia aku on June 15, 2009 at 17:10

    be steady fwen..
    wait and watch until u find a place where you think you can put your head no matter how dangerous. its da time when u realy trust yourselve.

  2. Posted by tomyamfan on June 15, 2009 at 17:17

    amende mu nih?? ak xphm
    g smyg nuh.hahaha

    nyway, thx~ i get what u meant :)
    fwen fowewer! ;p

  3. Posted by fantasia aku on June 15, 2009 at 17:24

    fwen fowewer..
    fewwwiiittt~
    fiye dop fafam, ye fanok fuor fifoh
    wafafakkkk
    mu fhm fok?

  4. Posted by tomyamfan on June 15, 2009 at 17:28

    nget la kakah nie~hahaha
    phm2 :p

  5. Posted by boontaqs on July 2, 2009 at 15:31

    eti…aku nk amik skit nk ltok kat dkm blog aku hehehe…nk publish web muh…
    neway no mu ane se idup??

  6. Posted by tomyamfan on July 2, 2009 at 19:23

    ammar:
    huhu.sila2..amik la mne2 yg patot..x seberapa pn hk ak ni.

    no ak? will let u noe in ym yek :)

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