emotion doesn’t make noise

Somehow its so tempting to hit myself on the shoulder and say, “you know – all that piece of wall are laughing at you for being afraid of those little things..”

Call me a loser, i don’t mind..im just a bit worried.. not about place where im going to stay, but how im gonna play..of new culture they’ve set themselves. will they ever listen when minority speaks?.. instead i need to get myself ready and be prepared to get shocked – if it seemed to be so..

I like the way i grew up before but they said sometimes i ought to be flexible, in sense of adapting to positive changes and carefully consider all the temptations that come on my way. hope i’ll be able to do that -reminding myself not to drift too far from my belief.

Let see, InsyaAllah after two years we’ll move off as better learners, as well, not to have any screw loose..

This time it may be difficult i guess,but the destination that awaits is something certain..

What else to do.. we face it~